is it a disturbance
a past experience
or a certain
if I err on this;
the storm will brew once more.
silence shall then mark
the end of the show.
a show to no applause
a show of make-believe
a show of no-shows;
may God bless the crowd.
(Leave the scene if you don’t mind)
Just pure exhilaration;
Only pure affectation.
Here’s one for you
The person who came back
But feels as though
Had just left;
It is not possible
That you are more reachable
That far away than you are
Just close by;
It was nice to feel you near
Yet it isn’t so when you are
Actually close because now you seem
So far away;
An idea: yes an idea
That is what this is
An idea and nothing more than
Something that doesn’t exist;
You’re a terrible friend
(But I still like you as one haha)
Are you telling me now that
All that you saw in him that
You didn’t like
Is all that you see in her that
It sounds pretty uncomfortable
Weird pauses that come with
Strange line breaks and structures
Weird situations that come with
Strange decisions and snap choices
My word against theirs:
Words of sincerity and talks of friendship
Schemes of defamation and speech of untruth
You took the latter and tainted the former
As though splashing dirt onto a clean sheet;
My word against theirs:
You should have chosen your friends carefully
But its really too late for remorse now
You took the latter and smeared the former
As though the friendship meant nothing at all;
My word against theirs:
You should never have chosen the other.
When we think of ups and downs, we think of roller coasters and.. Life. The periodic ups and downs is probably one of the constants of life and it is true that what goes up must come down, and vice versa. We will all have smooth rides and rough patches, albeit at varying lengths for different people throughout their lifetimes. These highs and lows can occur at any aspect of life, be it in areas of financial, emotional, psychological or otherwise.
To a lesser extent, I think these peaks and rock bottoms occur on a daily basis as well, where our emotions can fluctuate in great degrees (whether due to a conscious reason or not). We can be happy in the morning, uptight in the afternoon, and probably end the day on a high at night. With this came the theory and study of a base level of happiness for individuals, where one with a higher base level experience more satisfaction and joy in life without external stimulus or reason. It is something inherited and at genetic level, and hardly within control. It is like our default mood, where some can be perpetually positive while others sulk all the time.
What I’m trying to drive across today really is that we need to tide through the lows and seek to bounce back to the highs. We inevitably get sad or discontented, but it is important that we do damage management and let allow our emotional state and state of mind to affect our decisions or harm our relationships with others. It is crucial that we take a step back when things are tough and not buckle in the face of emotional challenges.
Find your friends, seek your happiness pill (i don’t mean drugs; I mean the person or thing that lift your spirits), do the things that make you happy, go exercise, listen to your favourite Beatles or Queen song, have an ice cream.. Yank yourself out of the depressive state and things will look up sooner than you expect. Positivity attracts good things, and the reverse is true for negativity.
Remember, chin up when things get tough.. It’s not that you’ll drown a little slower, it’s that you’ll be out of the water soon enough if you can survive the initial onslaught.
Have a good evening everyone!
(Your soldier boy here is on medical leave these few days, so a blog post sounds like a good way to spend some free time. I’m going to talk about this new friend that I’ve made recently, and I shall link it to the movie / novel, “A Walk To Remember”. It does add a warm fuzzy feeling on rainy days.)
I like the way you call my name
Instead of how others we know do it:
You make it so much more personal
That it does bring a smile to my face;
I don’t remember the last time I walked anyone home
But we’ve only been out twice and I have already
Strolled you to your apartment as many times
That it feels natural and just the thing to do;
i like how loyal and genuine you are
Without the general pretence we see all around us:
It makes impressions and manipulated words look out of place
On a dinner table shared between me and you;
I think this is something different altogether
Just as how you’re someone quite different
From the usual crowd I see and hang out with
That slowly changes me into someone I never was;
You are doing this one thing no one has done before:
You make me want to be better.