It was a quiet ride barred
from the constant odd hum the Japanese engine made.
I decided to break the ice and asked him if
the car was nice to drive and he told me it depended on
how I defined nice. Back to silence it was,
the night was still young and our hearts were still hungry.
An R8 whizzed by. We caught up and landed beside. A young boy in a cap.
My traveling companion might have thought, nice car.
I was thinking, where did he get the money from?
We were both young men trying to survive in a world inside our Grab car
and a world outside. Maybe we wished we were in the R8, or maybe not.
Must have been his parent’s car or money. That is far from satisfying for us.
Soon the journey came to an end. I took the lift up,
and he took another trip out.
The night was still young and our hearts were still hungry.
the night after our first fight you ran
away. from me and from your abandoned necklace
i saw our love fade away into the break of day,
mirroring the shattered fragments of my
life (and heart) as i knew it. you’re no good. for me.
is all that is left of our love – an echo. or maybe
not so much an echo: at least an echo is a reciprocation;
my calls for your love bears no return.
False happiness is standing at the top of the building amongst the clouds in your coffee
til your heart floats sweet like the sugar remnants at the bottom of the building.
Emotional emptiness is a space
that physical intimacy, no matter how frequent or close, simply cannot feel.
I can no longer tel the difference between the ground that I step on and the contracts that I sign off on: both are solid but they remain void of meaning and virtue. The rich gets richer and the poor, poorer.
I have folded shapes of crescent and full only to arrive at a poor imitation of you:
For pages and pages of
Lust and fuss over love
Filled with rain and pain;
Does the world need to know
In so many ways that the rain
Brings with it a certain wetness
When two people lie in bed?
It is easy to entice people
To flip the pages when
What you write about are
Spreading legs and fapping sheets.